After a long time am I writing you about my frustration; about something that relates to my past.. When I returned from Baroda this time, a not-so-pleasant news was broken out to me by a friend of mine. this news put all my enthusiasm and optimism down. There are two these people in my life who've been helping me a lot in life and it's about them that he told me about and I am feeling that its the Sanjana thing happening all over again.. I'm not sure about anything anymore.. No, it's not them that I'm doubting, it's just me. I'm not sure or confident about any of my abilities, especially the ability to KNOW people.. I'm just going along with whatever is being told by either of three. I really don't know what's going on. I really don't know which of it is the truth and who to believe.. The only time I've been as confused about people is when my mom talked to me about the realities about Sanjana.. And I defended the wrong person.. Oh lord, I'm so confused... I wish there was someone who could tell me exactly what the hell is happening, someone who could give me a neutral opinion.. I wish Aayee was here to help me out.. * Sigh *
PS: It's not these three people I'm doubting, it's just me. It's just myself and my capability to judge people that I'm doubting...
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